Being back is wack.

(THNX Google 4 the piture)

Went to MOCA tonight for free (well not really-- Darn LA Parking!) with Miss Mellisa Chan. It was alright. I think a lot of contemporary art/modern art is bullshit! I did like the glass sperms though. They were funny.

KAYS!

I've been hanging out on the internet, trying to be a productive member of this 10101 community. Here are some cool things I've found:


http://pundo3000.com/werbunggegenrealitaet3000.htm
It's like, this person who takes pictures of food. But with a twist! It's packaged food! She (I think..) takes pictures of the packaging and what it's "supposed" to look like and what the food looks like in reality. It's awesome!

http://consumerist.com/consumer/consumerist-kit/dumpsterdive-like--a-pro-208273.php
So when I went to Sad Diego, I met Dorosister's freegan friend. He is a communist and really spacy. I love it! It's so bomb. Well, it got me thinking. I have this cool boyfriend who likes to go through garbage as well. I got this link from him, but I am thinking about it more and more. Especially as I think about where money really grows from!!!

http://www.margaretcho.com/blog.htm?var1=http://www.margaretcho.com/blog/
It better be a call for some ass!!!!!!

http://jezebel.com/371874/women-who-love-fashion-are-not-inherently-idiotic
I think the link is pretty clear.

Okay. Okay.

What are you reading?

Steven Ma loves the computer! I am gushy mushy about his cute face!!!!!

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LULZ!!!!!

KAY GOING TO SLEEP NOW!!!

Today was pretty cool.

I was doing so well with the posting but then I stopped bcuz I was temporarily distracted by Dorosister for like, one point less than that weeks. UGH! JKLOL I love my sister. She is vair hilaritay! Okays. This is my posticles. I am mas tired and aboot to go to sleep. I am kind of sort of sunburns all over & it's pretz wondarfullz. I love it. Today I bought a dress so that Sma can take me to go eat sum delish food. I am totz egg-cited for delish food even though tonites I feels kind of sick bcuz I ate too much meat of lately. YUCK. But allz well. I should go to sleep soon okay!!!!!!!!!!!

Here is your daily dose o Dorosister! Welcome 2 my life!!!!!!!!

LULZ. She is a loon!!!!!!

YAY FOR SPRING TIME!

Here are Cheap Monday Skyscrapers. They are the magical pants that made me love fancier denim again. I saw them months ago and ordered them from the internetz. Only to discover that either these jeans run real small or I had grown real large. Online, they ran out of any bigger sizes, so I went to the store to try and see if they had any bigger sizes. I looked and they didn't so instead I exchanged them for another pair of Cheap Mondays. All was good, until I went to Santa Monica and got another pair on sale from Active. I didn't like the blue color, so I went to another Active and exchanged them for a black pair that was not on sale because the blue ones hadn't gone on sale in this store yet. So I wore these new black Cheap Mondays for a few weeks. Then, today. Dorosister and I went to Buffalo where I found a fantastic pair of high waisted shorts. We decided to stop at the store that I had gotten my first pair of Cheap Mondays from and low and behold there was a pair of Skyscrapers ON SALE in my size. Which is a 28. So I told Doro to run to the car and get me my shorts. I put the shorts on. Took my first pair of black Cheap Mondays to Buffalo. Sold them. And walked myself back to buy the pair of Skyscrapers. That is the story.



Here is a picture of Dorosister about to sleep to make up for my shameless consumerism and disgusting habits of spending money and pining for material objects that I convince myself will make me happy. And they do. So SUCK IT!

Chinese is kicking my mindful ass so unbelievably hard. I've been writing character on page after page and trying to memorize each of these stupid words! I really hope that at the end of two years I will look back and think "Gee, I am glad that I know all these words" because otherwise I will be pretty pissed.

I feel lonely here. It doesn't happen that often, so I'm not sulking or anything. I miss my sister. I miss Jacob Pierce. He sent me this beautiful mix tape that he drew all over. I can't wait to listen to it, but I don't want to bother sticking it in my computer. Instead, I waste time by writing how I am wasting time. UGH!

I hear, through the time lapse between songs, my other two apartment mates laughing and talking. It's unfair. I want someone to keep me company. Okay, that is a lie. I do enjoy having a room to myself all the time so I can eat stinky foods in my sweatpants. I want a culturally appropriate room mate so I can talk about pho and curry that is so sweet and spicy. I want someone who eats tofu!! I want to be in a house with people who eat tofu!! Other than that though, but apartment mates are very nice and friendly! I am talking about them like we just met. I've lived with them for a long time.

Two days ago was me and Sma's 9 month tri-quarterversary. I am really more excited than I read. I think. UGH.

Okay, I think it's pretty much time for me to turn in. I am going to see Dorosister this weekend and expect that I will get no fucking work done. It's okay though. It's the price I pay to have someone who knows me like the way I know.. NOT CHINESE!

So.. I'm feeling kind of accomplished and grown up right now. I am trying to get my shit together for real. I am really working hard in school, even though I'm taking the time away from studying Chinese to write this. At the moment, I feel like I'm in a good place. I just got everything (SAR, letter of rec, form, transcript [okay, I'm getting that tomorrow] & statement about what it means to be an Asian American) together for this OCAPICA scholarship. It feels grown up. I am taking time (or as much as I can manage) away from Irvine (and by Irvine I mean everything outside of me and schoolwork) and trying to really focus on making myself more at peace with everything. I mean not stressing over APSA continuously, not worrying about Hip Hop Congress, not letting all this Umbrella Council stuff faze me, just being good with everything, you know?

These past few months I've been way too stressed out. My period is going to be normal (the pill can't even regulate my life) and I am going to cook amazing things to eat. This next week, I'm going to focus on burrrrritos and making warm and flavorful fillings to be wrapped in soft and slightly sweet tortillas.

My ipod fixed itself (after being plugged into my computer saying that it is broken broken broken for 12 houors) and now I listen to John Legend - Stay With You on repeat because it makes me feel like everything will be alright. I feel like my relationships with people outside of orgs and whatnot are growing. I love my sister. I love her so much. She was so insistent today on telling me about the subtle nuances of Ray-Jay, why Mariah Carey is so great, and about traffic.

So this is my life.

1)I just finished writing a paper the day before it's due (okay.. it's past one but if you are counting you suck) for the first time this year.
2)Sickness is coming and I know it. My nose is stuffy and drippy at the same time.
3)I totz adored Steven Ma for liking girls who pick at their toes and promising to one day own a shawarma machine. What a doll!
4)Tonight I made a vegetarian pizza for me and my friend Melissa Chan to eat. She brought over apple pie from Trader Joes and I love it.
5)I also made a delicious bacon, baby spinach, and chedder cheese calzone that is so delicious it's scary.
6)For lunch Miss Jenn Pae and thank-you-Power-Pac bought me really delish Gypsy Den. We shared an Apple Crisp. I love appley desserts.
7)I suck at Chinese a lot.
8)I'm going to end at this good luck number and sleep. Night!



This is me and Sma at the Scientology Museum place. If I am killed, it was Tom Cruise.